okay, i’m officially scared for the future. or, i guess scared that there isn’t one. our economy sucks, we’re still at war, four famous people just died (5 if you count one of the golden girls who died back in april, i think) and now there have been train collisions in d.c. and china. what the fuck. i don’t want the world to end, man. i want to live to be 80 or 90 years old. i don’t even care if i have to wear diapers cause i shit myself, i’m just not ready for this to be over, i don’t think anyone is. but honestly, the mayans theory about 2012 seems to make more and more sense lately. maybe it’s just a wake-up call, maybe it’s nothing, or maybe it’s all almost over.
i’d like to know if the world is going to end soon, though. because if it is, i’m fucking dropping out of school and traveling europe and doing whatever the fuck i want. seriously.
someone tell me that i’ve never been more wrong before. please.
it’s a weird thing, are we just making the scenario fit, or are we actually in the very situation we are dreading? we won’t know until it happens i’m afraid, and by then i will be too late.
so with something like this, i just like to go with the flow and as long as i’m having a good time and not fucking up too badly it’s all good. even if the world was ending, why would you ever not want to have fun?
life without fun isn’t worth living.
I get that feeling too, but not necessarily that the world is literally going to end. Poof! No more! But then again you never know. I believe there’s so much more out there than we can ever imagine so many our concepts of things are close-minded and too… earth-bound?
Anyway, why not just live your life how you want to live it? I think that’s a motto that’s been going around before all the anxiety around 2012 came around. Maybe reincarnation does exist, but your life as whoever you are now only happens once - make the most of it!
